What do you do when you don’t have anything to write about? I have been travelling with my 15 month old daughter and I am so exhausted that I honestly don’t have a brain. But I wanted to write something today.
I have read books and watched movies about families travelling with young children but I always said that was never going to be me. Well as they say “Never say never”. Here I am at my grandparents learning a whole new set of patience as a mom.
I love my daughter, don’t get me wrong. She is my whole world and love of my life (besides my husband), but still as a mom there are times where you still are at your whits end. It can be the same with writing.
You work to hard to keep things going but then things happen where all you want to do is throw the computer out the window. It doesn’t happen often but it still happens.
Like my daughter who doesn’t always want to go in the direction I want her too, my stories don’t always want to behave either. I work with them in one direction but then they seem to have a mind of their own and go completely in an other direction no matter how hard I want to stay on the track I have them.
I know this is a strange post and not probably my best, but it was what came to my mind today, I guess my inspiration isn’t just life but also my daughter for the good and the not so good 🙂 But I wouldn’t have it any other way. I love her so much and would take a bullet for her any day. Just like my stories. They aren’t perfect all the time but as they grow and mature they become something beautiful. Just like my daughter as she grows up into a beautiful woman.